Eva!

Sitting by the creek,

watching the small yatchs passing back and forth

with revelers dining and dancing

celebrating the evening away

my eye strays away

at the edge of the legde a bouyant catches my eye

it seems so at ease,flowing with the waves the vessels create as they pass by

i wish i was that care free, just going up and down,back and forth with the flow

 never worrying about a thing and taking life as it is

It is a hot, humid evening but i have to find some place solemn

it is time to put my meandering thoughts on paper

it not often i get this urge to write so i tend to make use whenever i sense the nudge

my heart is heavy

it seems deprived, weakened and at loss

i havent had this feeling for such a long time

it can be a bitter or a sweet feeling

presently more of the former than the latter

why does love have to hurt

on the flipside, if it doesnt, that would depict

our hearts are made of stone and indifferent

does that mean that the more we hurt, the more we loved?

there are a million questions pacing through my mind

my hands barely keeping up with the thoughts popping off my head

i want to say so much

i feel the need to bare the expressions i feel deep within me

i have learnt alot from life and people

but never really grasped the art of love

it seeems so intricate yet so simple

it purplexes my logic

and dumbfounds my senses

yet i long for it like the night guard who awaits dawn

inherently my analytical skills tells me its not wise

but her benefits by far outweighs any cost that may arise

simply because she makes its all worthwhile

but then again this are matters of the heart and not the mind

my heart has already been captured by her ravishing beauty

and thus begs the question…….

is it the length in  the time or the time in the length

the number of breaths we take or the  moments that  take our breath away

i would choose the latter anyday

and consiously ignore all else

life is full of risks

and this one not only feels right,it looks and seems right too

though its a short time i feel i already know her well

it seems surreal but its real

its sounds fairy but its true

so cherishing in its moment

almost sublime in its very nature

her simplicity beckons my intrigue

her words expressing her wisdom

her face asserting her ravishing beauty

her character revealing her warmth

yes i am totally smitten

and yet i didnt know till i hurt her

 and suddenly i felt stricken in my heart

but i will not let go

such is the feeling everyone craves to have

to the ends of the earth i will traverse

to redeem the love of my precious one

there may be many but my eyes see only one

there are many questions,but i want only her answer

they call me foolish but i rather be in her warm embrace than win their praise

I cant wait for tomorrow for it might never come

i gotta let her know how cherished she is today

the present is all i got,and her love is all i have

although destiny is not for me to dictate

i will purposely seek to fulfill my life with her for she completes me

i may be a 1000′nd miles away but you are always in my heart,mind and soul

It may take a month or year but i will soldier graciously on till i win the bridely price

always and forever

 

 

jambu.